Maria. 19. Forever Disappointed.

i used to think about
what would have happened
if i had gone through
with it
would you have come
to see me laid down
into the ground
would you have cried
would you have felt anything
remotely to what i felt for
you for so long
even as i tied the noose
around my neck i
thought of you
your smile
the way you always knew
what i was thinking
but you forgot about me
just like they all do but
i could handle them
but you
i could not imagine my life
erased from your memories

~ m.k